I just don't know 
) because my exmas started lats week and I have a lot of writing to catch up on. I've recently begun writing a fanfic, again, but none of them seem good enough. 
Longing| I'm an Indian and I LOVE Supernatural....its the best show and possible the best thing thats ever happened to me. I love the plot, love the fantasy, and of course I love the brothers. I would love to make some new friends here - I love writing and drawing! I've given myself to writing ever since I was eight...and I've found no better way to express myself. |
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Walk AwayIt was a dream that I had refused to wake up from, where everything felt so real and so true…Walk Away
And a pain that had begun the minute the dream shattered, telling me that reality was harder.
I've always expected something, even if not the fullest achievement in taking over this heart of yours, and yet, some part of me was so hopeful for something as close as our connection.
Every little laugh, every little word, every time you swept me off of my feet, I grew so breathless on the inside, and yet I just laughed on the out. Was it this nature that made you go away?
I've loved you, and I still do. There
by ~annatubby
MissingI was away from your touch. I was just away, just longing to be with you.Missing
But I was still away. It felt unnatural as you weren't around.
I wasn't afraid to admit that my life had no meaning before and after you left. And as I'm sitting here, in this dark room, feeling dead, feeling worthless, I just let my feelings flow out on this paper.
It doesn't seem enough as I start writing about you. My words have no beginning and no end, as I fix my eyes on these letters, my mind blank as your touch is stolen away from me.
As your love seems far away, god, I can't stop writing that.
So far away.
It's li
by ~annatubby
PainHe looked at her, her eyes were full of sorrow, ache, and pain.Pain
Her hair fell on her tired face, her expression directed him to her soul where she was made to suffer, which made her feel tortured for so long.
There she sat, silent, blank, trying to shut out everything that made her cry aloud, begging for a light of happiness, a whisper of hope and a thought of love. For long cursing herself that she'd given her life to people who were already so driven to pain that it killed her. That it tore her heart into two, listening to the screams of the darkness, shutting her out from reality and forcing her to make impossible deci
by ~annatubby
Trapped under the starsIt's like a sort of guilt haunting me, reminding me, that I'm not the only one...but then again, is it my fault that I was born into this world? Is it my crime, is it my decision, to solve myself??Trapped under the stars
Thinking that I'm my own problem and everyone else's problem makes this empty feeling enclose around me, and my own thoughts eat me alive, my own understanding betrays me, my own feelings decide to leave me on my greatest time of need. And that makes me feel more dead than I already am.
I've tried proving myself to people around me, they just don't seem to accept the fact that I'm me, and even though I'm incomplete... &n
by ~annatubby
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- Nov 21, 2009 I just don't know
- Nov 15, 2009 Just staring at a blank computer screen.
- Nov 15, 2009 That's it!!
- Aug 16, 2009 Wondering....
- Jul 25, 2009 Obsessed!!!
- Jul 18, 2009 Just passing time...
- Jul 5, 2009 Bummed Out
- Jun 28, 2009 I'm TOTALLY new here - and I'm fascinated!!!
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- Current Residence: Bangalore
- Interests: Writing fiction, drawing, reading, hanging out with friends and watching SPN!!!
- Favourite movie: all horror movies are awesome!!
- Favourite band or musician: GREEN DAY RULES!!! and AC/DC too!! Metallica!!!
- Favourite genre of music: Pop, Punk Rock, Hard Rock
- Favourite artist: avril, david archuleta, ne-yo, karl wolf, etc etc i luv almots all artists!!
- Favourite poet or writer: ok...thats hard...anyone who writes very well, gives the readers an awesome feel...hard to choose...
- Favourite style of art: MANGA!! love animes!!
- Operating System: Windows XP and Vista
- MP3 player of choice: I-touch, Sony Erricson and Transcend
- Favourite cartoon character: hard to choose!! mostly animes!!
- Personal Quote: "Life is too hard to live it all...so live whatever you can of it"
- Email: annatubby@yahoo.co.in
- Yahoo: annatubby@yahoo.co.in
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